Katherine's Coffeehouse

Whether nature or nurture can never be established, boundaries

Finally, silence. Nothing more than our original Earth intended.

My children say I hoard, and perhaps they are right—

I would like to tell you that now I am happy. But I am not.

I am back to saying out loud, nothing is ever one thing—

Trigger warning. (Suicide, self harm. ) **If you are in crisis or think you might be, PLEASE call or text 988. Or chat at 988lifeline.org. Note: I am not in crisis.

It is no way to start the day, one pent up dog going for the neck of another,

I am sitting in a folding chair, cheap paper plate dappled with prescriptions, writing on a $400 laptop connected to a hotspot, watching the timer as megabytes run out.

They say you can’t go home again. But that is if you don’t have a home,

I am back to believing nothing is ever one thing— that in itself a contradiction,